Sunday, December 25, 2005

R.I.P. Innocence Part II

She’s out there; it’s the only thing that makes me want to get up in the morning and the only thing that keeps the finger off the trigger (metaphorical speaking off course). Where is the girl next door? That girl that don’t depend on a bad-boys telling her that she’s beautiful to believe so. I know your out there, my every next breath depend on it.

In my eyes, every girl is beautiful. But the most attractive girls are those who are proud of not wearing make-up. Those who have their imperfection. And the ultimate cliché; a wonderful personality. At least one that matches mine.

My biggest advantage and problem is that I would do anything for love. Even hurt my real friends. I have done both nice things and bad to get there, but in the end, I do believe that love is unconditional. And that’s why I’m single up to date. I just haven’t found that girl that believes the same. I am really sorry, Camizzle ( =P ) I am. Take it as a compliment if you want to. But in the end it’s not really a good enough excuse. And all I’ve got is my sorry’s.

I know your out there, and I'll keep on looking till the end of me.

Wanted!

Saturday, December 03, 2005

I heart cars

FM 102, live from heart of Oslo. My speakers pump out the latest tunes that makes my head bounce back and forth. Another Saturday wasted in behind a steeringwheel.
The last few months have been really boring, except my promotion to lagersjef (Warehouse-manager). I’ve gotten the drivers licence, but I’m just waiting to spring so I can buy a car of my own. My current car of use is a VW Passat with a awesome 1.9 turbocharged Diesel engine (Oooooohhh yeah!). The car is ridiculous. It won’t go faster then 45mph up hills.

I bought a laser detector the instance I got the drivers licence, and got it just yesterday. Oh man! What a great invention! I’m on the highway, cruising a couple of km/t over the limit. Suddenly the little ting breaks out: “K-band. Beep-… Beep-… Beep-… Beep- Beep- Beep, Beep, beep beep beep beepbeepbeepbeepbeeeeeeeepbeepbeepbeep beep beep beep, beep beep, beep, beep- beep- Beep-… Beep-… Beep-…” Just as a undercover police car drive by. I was just as exited as a kid on Christmas eve. The thing works!!

I’m really exited about getting my own car soon though… I’m not like other teens going for a cheap, destroyable car. I’ll go for a pretty sweet car at once. Hey, I’m young, got a sweet job, and nothing else to spend my money on… Why not? Twin turbo and WRC cars are the only cars that are considered. I kinda know what car I’m getting, but it’s the waiting that’s killing me. I find myself considering at 7PM if I should go to bed, so I’ll get my car faster… My life is plain simple very boring, yes. But I like it ;)